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Gula kapas}
Friday, 13 March 2015 | 16:00 | 0Comment

Bila dia bau umpama gula kapas,
Buat aku rasa nak gigit.


Kerna aku
Curiga adakah bibir mu jua semanis gula kapas?

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Trying}
Tuesday, 10 March 2015 | 17:38 | 0Comment

She trying

To hold on
To stay true
To keep in love
To be his only one

He is trying

To build up career
To start a life
To achieve life goals

Their path never meet
She is here
And he was there

It may not be today
But keep trying girl.

Cause you do not know what future bring. 

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Living}
Sunday, 15 February 2015 | 19:20 | 0Comment

They always quoted a quote by this one person who i do not know him or her.

" the fact that you are hurt and cry is a prove that you are alive and living"

Why measure life with,
----- hurt
-----tear
-----heart break.

Why can't we measure life with,
----laugh
----smile
----hug
----love


And sometimes i wish,
We do not need to measure all this,
Cause if i still breathing,
I know,
---- i'm still alive.






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marriage}
Tuesday, 6 January 2015 | 07:42 | 0Comment




Few years back. I used to think that, "after this one finish i'm going to find someone and i'm so gonna get married and settle down". But until today, i'm still single and trying to figure out who is gonna be my prince charming. and another reason to be single is cause some of my friend already get married and it scared me how fast did their life changed. Not long ago we had a little catch up. As always the hot topic would be on "how did the person that want to get married the most still single until today". The answer is blame 'her'.

she used to told me that marriage:

------  is not just extending your family.
------ it is not just sharing the bed with someone
------ it is not waking up to someone you love
------ it is not just tolerate others.

marriage is a process to create another carbon copy of you.


*speechless*

I used to hear that "if you want to know how your daughter/son one day, look at you today". well i definitely just ruin my daughter/son life. 

p/s: i'm sorry.

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GIRL}
Monday, 17 November 2014 | 22:02 | 0Comment

Have you look into the eyes of that girl,
The one that used to tell you that she love you.

Have you seen how the shine had gone,
Have you seen how broken had she been,
Have you seen how tormented her soul is.

All this time,
Have you ever ask her whether :

-- is she happy,
--what had gone wrong,
--what is on her mind.


I don't know when,
But that girl had become too fragile,
It's harder to handle,
Much harder to control.

She's broken to the core. 

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Bell Ring}
Thursday, 16 October 2014 | 06:49 | 0Comment

I watch you from the sidewalk,

One hand in the jeans pocket while another touching your hair,
The way i love to see you,
Looking cool which could melt everyone around you.


A big smile curve in your face,
A glowing eyes giving shiver to my heart.

When you look at me,
The bell start to ring my favorite song all over again,
The butterfly in the stomach fly all over the place,
My head was flying up and over the cloud.

You always been the;
---- music that i enjoy to hear,
----picture that i love to see,
----place i wanna be.





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Stay}
Thursday, 18 September 2014 | 23:24 | 0Comment

If it was about me.
Will you help me to fix it?


If it was about you.
Will you fix it?

If it was about them.
Will you hold me till they fix it?

The real question is,
Will you stay with me no matter whose fault it is,
No matter who is going have to fix it,

Will you stay?

Will you?






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Lupa II}
Saturday, 6 September 2014 | 23:44 | 0Comment

Terkadang aku lupa,
Kita cuma rakan biasa,
berkongsi gelak ketawa.

Terkadang aku lupa,
Hakikat sebagai rakan itu bagaimana,
Hingga aku meminta lebih dari yang sepatutnya.

Terkadang aku lupa,
Hingga mendambakan kau sepanjang masa,
Lupa yang kau punya cerita bahagia.
Lupa yang kau adalah milik dia,
Penghuni hati kau yang sekian lama,
Tak berubah walau di telan masa.

Ku lupa kerna aku cinta,

dan....


ku pura-pura lupa agar aku dapat bikin cerita kita berdua.

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Lari}
Friday, 22 August 2014 | 13:57 | 0Comment

Aku punya cita cita

Aku ingin lari dari fantasi
Jauh dari mimpi ngeri
Ke dunia ciptaan sendiri
Di mana hanya bahagia menanti

Tapi...

Hari ini aku masih di sini
Di bayangi memori sendiri
kukuh memegang kaki dari melangkah pergi.

Memori....

Izin kan aku pergi
Untuk mengubat luka hati
Untuk bina ego yang tinggi
Untuk kembali mencari diri

Dan..

Mencari kebahagian sendiri


Tolong memori izin kan aku
....... Lari




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Flaws}
Tuesday, 19 August 2014 | 06:25 | 0Comment

I had many flaws

My ego
My mood swing
My temper
My childish thought
My insecurity
and etc


Will you marry me with all those flaws? 

Will you?

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Gampang}
Wednesday, 6 August 2014 | 05:54 | 0Comment

Kau tahu apa paling gampang?


Kau tahu kau takde peluang tapi dia still bagi harapan.


...... gampang.



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insecure}
Monday, 4 August 2014 | 22:47 | 0Comment

Man,

They always think that,
women feel insecure with another women beauty.

Dear man,

Please note that you are certainly wrong,
As we dont feel insecure with other women beauty
but....

we feel insecure with

......... everything





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Mati}
Thursday, 24 July 2014 | 03:33 | 0Comment

Bila hati aku,


Yang separuh dan rapuh itu juga kau bawa pergi,

Perlahan lahan aku,

............ mati.






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Sayang}
Tuesday, 22 July 2014 | 08:24 | 0Comment

Sayang,

Jangan marah kerna aku tahu aku salah,
Aku akan cuba baiki ia,
Kita sama sama berusaha,
Itu janji kita bukan.

Sayang,

Jangan menangis kerna aku tiada di sisi,
Aku tak mampu gapai mu dari sini,
Cuma mampu mendengar dari telefon yang sayup sayup berbunyi.

Sayang,

Jangan merajuk kerna aku tak reti pujuk.
Aku tidak di lahir seperti dia,
Punya sebakul ayat manis tersedia,
Hanya tunggu masa untuk guna.

Sayang,

Kalau ku bisa terbang tinggi,
Tiap malam kau aku akan temani,
Tapi jarak sepertinya dengki,
Memisahkan kita jauh berjuta kaki.

Sayang,

Boleh engkau sabar sebentar,
Tiba masa akan aku peluk kau erat erat,
Usah kita hirau kan dunia yang berputar,
Hanya kau dan aku,
Kita bunuh masa bersama.

Sabar sayang,
Hari itu akan tiba,
untuk kita..


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Lupa}
Friday, 18 July 2014 | 12:47 | 0Comment

Terkadang aku lupa
makna kau, aku, kita dan mereka itu berbeda

terkadang aku lupa,
Kita berasal dari dua dunia tak sama.

Terkadang aku lupa,
kau dan mereka orang kaya punya segala,
Sedang aku rakyat marhaen biasa.

terkadang aku lupa segala,
kerana sekeping hati milik aku ini

....... jatuh cinta pada dia.



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Wanita Kental}
| 05:12 | 0Comment

Wanita kental itu,

Dia mampu kendong beban seberat gunung,
Dia mampu urus masalah sebesar dunia,
Dia mampu korban setiap keringat peluh nya demi mereka.

Namun sering sahaja,

Kehadiran mereka di perkotak-katik kan
Jasa mereka di lempar merata-rata
Penat mereka di balas cemuhan.

Tidak kah mereka sedar bahawa,

Wanita kental itu juga,

Punya hati selembut kapas,
Punya perasaan yang di simpan kedap,

Mereka mungkin tersenyum di muka,
Tapi di hati bagaimana?


p/s: Terima kasih ibu.



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Meaning of us}
Wednesday, 16 July 2014 | 06:58 | 0Comment

One world,
Same sky with the same hundred stars,
You hold me tight against those unbeliever,

You sing me;
word of wisdom
Word of comfort.

You gave me;
A warm hug
A lovable kiss

A meaning of love
A meaning of happiness
A meaning of having something dear to hold.

Thank you.





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Dunia Kita}
Wednesday, 9 July 2014 | 01:59 | 0Comment

Pada pukul 4 pagi hari itu,

Di atas sofa lembut ikea,
Di dalam gebar hangat kita beli bersama,
Bersama secawan coklat panas yang kau bancuh di dapur kecil kita,

Kau peluk aku dan kita bicara,
Soal rasa, cinta dan masa depan kita,
Ia nampak kelam dan sedikit tak bercahaya,

Tapi kita kau akan cuba kan sayang?

Aku janji,
Kita kan ---  tempuh, rempuh bersama,
Kerna bila kau dan aku berdua,


Baru ku tahu definisi DUNIA.



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They said}
Friday, 4 July 2014 | 02:33 | 0Comment

People said that:
Distance would makes the heart grow fonder,
Times would make things better,
Missing would spice the love,

But,
When you are away,
I found that,

Time and distance really gets to my nerves,
Missing never spice the love instead bring tear to eyes.

I miss you.


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Falling}
Wednesday, 2 July 2014 | 06:50 | 0Comment

When i was in school they thought me that,

" Newton said all thing shall fall to the earth because of gravity"

But strangely i don"t fall to earth.
I fall to you.

Newton never said that don't blame the gravity when you fall for wrong person.
But does gravity really the one to blame for the fall?

Falling,
Hoping that you waiting down there,

Falling,
Searching you over the place,

Free fall and i broke.

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